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24 May

random numbers

break in - +/- 42 days
exam in - +/- 27 days
assignments due in - 5, 8 days
conference in - 6 days
gbc result, dinner in-1 day
asgt draft to be completed in - 2 hours
pee in - 2 mins
korek my nose in - 1 min

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20 May

Before my nap:
cs: i think im going for a haircut this week.
mom: hmmm, i thought u had it trimmed not long ago?
cs: oh, i wanna appear smarter for the dinner and the conference next week.
mom: but u will be too handsome, later all girls flock to u.
cs: ...

During my nap:
i dreamt of someone singing kelapa song. either that or someone was actually singing.

After waking up from my nap:
sis: eh, i know how to sing coconut song d: C~~O~~C~~O~~N~U~T, coconut, kelapa, coconut, kelapa... o~~
cs: ...

not funny i know, just random. but while u r reading this, flex ur face muscle and smile. if u have a mirror, even better. look into it and just smile for 5 seconds.


....congratz, u just smiled like an idiot for no reason =)


~back to asgts~magic touches?~ 順其自然

When the assignments deadline looms, when a special project goes under way, when ur brain cant absorb all the things that come to u, and ...

when u dream of bananas in pajamas,


u know the nightmares have just begun! =)



take a lil break. 也无风雨也无晴t

Added 3 may 2009:
ever wondered why my emotions are rarely very extreme- like feeling super happy, sad, disappointed, angry or emo? secret's revealed now! i think it's because that my mind tend to 'rehearse' something that i have anticipated. it's something like chess where u anticipate many variations of moves in advance, and it won't only be just 1 move in advance, it can be 5, 6, 7, tens, to twenties. if ur opponent makes a move that is so different from what u would have expected, then ur not a chess player! so essentially, i would hv predicted something to happen anyway.

so.. seriously, i think i have the chess player syndrome lo, i hide my feelings, trying to have a straight face or most of the time, act dumb (making stupid facial expressions lol).

and somehow, i also think that i have the self-consoling and self-motivating capability. for girls, their aunties visit them once a month. for yours super-duper ultra sincerely, my uncle visits me once a year - in the month of apr/may. lol it is a month where i get emo easily and this could be due to many many factors. it happened last year too but i guess once my mind starts to wander around the possibility of success and failures, ups and downs, thrills and dullness, expect a lower possibility of the best to come about and expect for the worst to come, i start to feel better and more positive.

it's the weird thing in me, so... the next time if something happens and ppl ask me 'don't u get upset by this?', 'aren't u disappointed?', 'why are you not surprised?', u can expect my response to be "no-lah, deja-vu, i already knew that it will happen! lol' =)

This happens when you are thinking of too many things at a time - scattered pieces of thoughts.

1. I believe in chances and luck. Be ready to strike them when they come though.
2. I like short hair that is a bit longer than crew cut. I look smart and decent =p
3. I like a big big, wide wide, teeth-baring smile/grin, just as how i taught my cat to smile. =D
   
4. I used to wish to have bigger eyes but come to think of it now, CS brand does not come with such eyes and is more suited to smaller ones.
   
5. I am confused now but less confused than yesterday. Mind you, not in terms of sexuality lol.
6. Red hot baby!
7. Gonna be cleaning up my desk at such wee hours just coz I'm waiting for something. lol
   
8. Post ends here. If you can understand all the above, this post is not meant for you because it is supposed to confuse you.

Good luck and all the best to my readers. May luck be by your side.

Final year, yes, final year... I am on my way towards completing my Final Year. It is the same mixed feeling when you were still in Form 5: you want to grow up and move forward but you just won't know what the future has in store for you. It is a never-ending paradox.

But it's not a matter of choice because the time will come eventually. 9 months may seem a long way to go from now but time flies, maybe even faster than Superman.

After 19 years + living in this world, I realise one thing. Since going through my internship stint that ended less than two weeks ago, I realise how important (at least for myself) it is to leave an impact wherever we go. But of course, the impact has to be positive in one way or another!

.. And in our whole life, if we don't leave a footprint or a single trail, what is the exact purpose of living?

I once told my friend through msn that I want to die as a legend.
Yes, I will.

But just for this final year, let us all start making impacts.
Make everyone like you (I agree with Mr Goh)
Make everyone remember you!

Have fun guys & gals.

This year shall be the year to be remembered when you turn 50 or 60 next time ;)

Make an impact today!

(sounds like a slogan for a charity event :D)

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Notepad:

My resolution/ to-do list:

1. TUC-CPA Student Charter (Accounting Club)
There is not much point in leading a society without making some impacts right? But seriously, this is the first time that I become the president. oh wait, this is after discounting the fact that I got the president post of the petanque club without having played that game before. lol

2009 - It's time to restructure and implement good systems, besides having more events to benefit the members. It's also a good time to start networking with people!

2. Studies
6 HD's 2 D's, possible? I don't know =.=

3. Gain knowledge / insights of many many things. Research!
This area is wide but there are too many things that I want to learn and be comfortable with.
Career options and economic news are on top of my list now. Planning to pick up golf, maybe within next 5 years? haha

4. Some competitions maybe?
Win 1 or 2? Let's see. :P

And so it started,

I C Big Monkey (ICBM) looking for something.

So I said, "Finding peanuts?" (FP)

Big Monkey, "Ya, Finding again" (FA2)

"Really Cari Peanuts Lagi?" (CPL)

"Tak boleh ke?"

boleh...Monkey boleh, Malaysia boleh, petrol price is down to rm2/litre, diesel to rm1.90... im not crazy yet but hope it will rise again in Feb - June 2009...and dropping back forever and ever :D

I'm going nuts, and i bet everyone is too. lol

Good luck in exam, fellow UniSA mates! can't wait for exam to be over, just can't wait to... just graduate! ;)


-cS-